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    If a woman like O, into fashion and
	 interior design, a woman who wore
	 only the best Parisian clothes,
	 knew Ionic columns from Doric ones,
	
  could have let such flesh
	 whales do what they did in every part
	 of her, mouth, vagina and even
	 what must have become an incredibly
	
  rash red asshole. A woman who read
	 and knew art couldn't be too unlike her.
	 It's not that she was an environmentalist
	 out to save some thrashing dying male | 
	manatee or spotted owl and so let 
	them plunge into the cove of her 
	skin. She wonders if that's why O put 
	an owl mask over her head and let her
  
	self be led by a chain? Not that she wasn't 
	led, Jackie sighs. And led on. She might 
	as well have had a ring filed thru her labia, 	
	been a slave. She's felt branded, had her
  
	own masks, did what she did for love, too, 
	her hands tied. Like O, her clothes, her 
	inner feelings and architecture are 
	her main intrigues. She tries to imagine | 
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    herself in O's body. The best way to get
	 close would be with a penis of her own,
	 just for a day. She shudders, knows O did
	 like women too, and her name's even in O's writing,
	
  another pleasure they could share. Her penis
         would be like a massive horse between her
         legs, that thick warmth that sweeps
         her off her feet and won't cheat on
	
  her but let her hips roll with a
         deep sensuous pitch, a half ton of snort
         and leather after so many years of riding
         that giant phallus, - often better than, | 
	well, she won't go in to that. On the night 
	something starts to grow inside her she whispers 
	Penis over and over in her breathy soft 
	way as if to make the word flesh until
  
	skin jolts up, a dick big as an amaryllis, 
	a favorite flower of O's she's heard, sure to 
	lure her to a Chateau in Roissy. "How," Jackie 
	shivers, "could O, anonymous and cool as me, not be
  
	open to such a stalk." This wouldn't be the first 
	big O in her life but maybe this time it will stand 
	for orgasm she pants as she imagines plunging into O 
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    White House. This time she'd have a bone, not
	 a home of her own, O the sheath she'll fill
	 as well as she has the others tho this one's
	 not of black linen or silk but moist as her own mouth.
	
  She'll cantor and trot, ride O as she would a stallion.
	 Afterward, they'll curl in the dark, maybe talk
	 about O.J., wish Nicole had her own penis,
	 her gun, stick, spear, sword, knife that could if it had to
	
  slice another lap sausage, only they'd use French words,
         come up with a barrage as they talked about men
         who liked to roam. Then they'd go out shopping,
         have snails, eager to rush back to that elegant space | 
  
	with lush interiors to play with, redo a little more 
	than just the rooms | 
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